I am upset. Ticked off. Frustrated. At my wit's end.
Why?
Apt lease up for renewal. I usually get it in January to give me time to adjust to the increased rent. This time, I had to remind them last week. Yes, written request. The notification was supposedly left on my door Monday. Nope. Snow and wind blamed for it missing.
I let them know. Hand delivered on Tues. Here is where the ticked off came in: my rent went up another $150. What? I can't afford it now. Where the hell am I gonna find another $150 each month?
Med prices / copays increased too. Food. Gas. Heat. Then there is my plethora of (kinda new) health problems, vehicle bits and prepping for about 6-12 months of surgeries for W.
Weslee and I can't afford to stay but certainly can't afford to move.
When I get this upset, I find I have to 'create'. It helps me think in the back of my mind. I made this melted snowman for a 3x3 hand-bound notebook. I have a bit more work to do on it but it is close.
But it didn't help. Still ticked off and frustrated.
